moof, new layout. My thigh hurts. Other than that absolutely nothing happened today. Escept for I finished touching up MZ's new layout. PSP brushes are fuuuuuun. Muhahahaha... *yawns* oy. After dwelling in my own sorrow until 3 am, I'm feeling pretty tired, but good nonetheless. Had to get it out since I couldn't at the PC with my family hovering around. Hm. Rar, I drew Kouki for Ama, but it doesn't look like him at ALL, so maybe I'll try again. >_>

So yeah... I go to bed now. *sings*

[mood = tired, bored]

Okay, time to rant abouts me weekend. Was sort of depressing actually. Ha, just what an already semi-depressed gal needs right? Well dadio was late again with getting ready for his race. So instead of leaving around 5 we ended up leaving at 9. And it's a six frickin hour drive. So. woo. At least the ride wasn't too bad, we sang and had some good talks and I told him all about what I do online and for once, by god, he was interested. He's all excited and giving me ideas to make a sites for his car buddies for money or drawing characters of the other racers. hehe, makes me laugh. especially with the site thing because I'm sitting here thinking, Dad you could get way better people to do it than me. But at least he knows I'm not just sitting and doing nothing online anymore. Still will bug me about being on too often but that'll never change me thinks.

So we ended up getting to my uncle's house in Sheboygan (sp?) at 3 am. We got our beds ready and just zonked out. Then we had to wake up at 6:30 and go to the track. We get there and have issues putting the awning up, meanwhile it's getting hotter and hotter. He was late for practice. I only got a couple laps timed for him. His car buddies are all good and fun, but once hey arrive I have nothing to do so I get extremelt bored and sit in a chair watching them work and hopefully desperately trying to stay cool by drinking water and inventing new ways to tie my hair up off my back and neck. Got Dad and I lunch and then mom and Ross finally arrived, so I helped mum take care of the dogs and talked to ross some. Was still bored. And by mid afternoon, it was a good 95, 98 degrees out. But it was cloudy and looked like it was going to rain. Oh so humid.

He qualified 7th on the grid. Not the greatest, but not too bad considering the new swoop system he put in the engine to get more air to it. His new regulation helmet is bigger than his old one and so it blocks the air entrance for some air to get into the engine.

The Beebes came with their three kids, all of course much younger than I am. We went to some fancy restaurant for dinner. Meanwhile, my stomach is twisting and growling and aching all over because... well, gals, you know why. The two little Beebe kids are so spoiled the 4 year old acts like she's two, crying whenever she doesn't get what she wants and then the little baby boy who cries whenever his dad doesn't hold him. >_< So those two had a tough time eating. Me, I orcered this blackened chicken pasta and couldn't eat much because i felt bloated and it was super super spicy, so i ended up starving. We get back to the uncle's at 11:30pm and proceed to zonk out again. Woke up at 7 next morning fun fun.

Had breakfast in the Beebe's camper. Then ended up sleeping for 4 hours on a lawnchair and in the back of the camper. I just couldn't take the heat. Ross was feeling sick too. Ended up we had begun to suffer from a bit of heat exhaustion, so mum was having a hard time taking care of us and the dogs, meanwhile, dad's gotta get his car ready for the race. Then the one thing that totally left me shocked and dazed for the rest of the weekend...

2 races before my dad's, there was a big wreck. A car going over or through the barrier and all. Delayed everything for an hour or two.... but... ends up the driver died. His gas pedal got stuck. I've never been to a race where someone's died before. My dad couldn't believe he didn't step on the clutch to disengage the throttle. Think how horrible it'd be... I mean for the guy's family and all? Jesus... and it ended up being the guy who we had seen staying at the track real late Saturday changing engines and trying to get his car to work. ;_;

So anyways... my stomach continued to hurt and I continued to be forced to eat and drink salty stuff and dad races. He gets 5th. Not what we were hoping for. He had 2nd in the first few laps but lost it. Then afterwards, some jerk comes over and yells at him because he had bumped him. The jerk was in the wrong place and doesn't race with other people well at all. He shouldn't have been there.

So after that, we packed up and headed out, and dad was pissed because suddenly they decided not to give any places lower than 4th trophies when before it's always gone down to 9th place. Roar.

We had perkins on the way home. Eh, I ate my whole meal but I just felt like shit. Then there was a HUGE storm that we ended up driving through and I won't lie, it really had me scared. I kept wanting to tell dad to pull over, because the only thing that kept us from driving off the highway were the little reflective abs and the white line on the right. >_<

Got home round midnight - 12:30. Went to sleep. Zonked out. So that was my loverly weekend. Then trish called me and woke me up at 9 this morning. I had been looking forward to sleeping until 1. Of course no such luck. Ross threw up. Joy. I went to see Austin Powers with trish, her bro and his friend. Twas funny. We played dance dance revolution and I almost choked on popcorn. (My throat still hurts from it) I impressed the boys with my DDR skillz. Meh. I be done bloggin so fwa. I'm gonna CG the Aeris I drew for my next MZ layout. woo. Gotta update that soon. Lazy ass meh. XB

Seth, get online, I miss you, dude. ;_;

0_o my PC hates meh today. But oh well. I'll be in Wisconsin this weekend for my dadio's race. *shrugs* I haven't gone to one yet this season so i figure I should. Car rides are much more fun with my dad because we talk and sing. My mom can't carry a tune and we talk all day anyways, so in the car we have nothing new to talk about. But dad and I have had more and bigger fights with him recently. Oh well. We usually steer clear of the subjects that bring up fighting while in the car.

We'll see. Fwa. XD CiM thinks that Bill Cosby says fwa. I thinkers that she's insane.



hehe *waves to Kuri* poor girl broke a couple bones in her back a couple days ago. *hugs and tosses candy* I've inked a get well piccy for her but it sucks, so I'm thinking i might do one over. And I've just got a bit more to do before I put up her loverly layout too. I'm so sick of this springy one I've got up now. The happiness hurts my head. >_< Damn happiness.

Ah yes, but in reference to my last post, thankies to you all for your concern. Makes me feel so loved. ^_____^ I'm not really depressed anymore. I've just had lots of things on my mind lately and at night when I've got nothing to do, I end up thinking about them and feeling low.

I'm working on a comic. I've got a couple pages done but it's gonna take awhile, i can tell. I have lots of free time at the races though, so we'll see what I can do there. Also, the cover CG spent so long i haven't gotten any more art done for MZ. I think I'm going to start updating MZ once a week. Thanks to Allie-moo for the idea of course. XD I got PSP brushes today. I just goofed off with them for like an hour and made this crap. *joy*

Ama's trying to get me to write to Sean Biggerstaff. *laughs* I may be obsessed but I'm not going to write to the guy. *sighs dreamily* Okay, no more candy for me. *trods off to pack*

I don't know whether to be angry or hurt. My emotions summed up in one action: *sigh*

BAAAAAAAAAAAAH

[mood = tired, slightly miffed]

Smart FTP is being dumb and not letting me into my blog. T_T I can still blog and all, but I can't upload anymore images and I had a bunch of cliques I was gonna join. I can't upload the badges. Baaaaah. CiM be having troubles too.

Went to a big orchestra thing today. Meh I'm too tired to really talk about it. You'd all probably find it very boring anyways. But the mock audition I did where i got the music 2 days ago and then it was in the wrong clef so yesterday (the day before the thing obviously) me mum called them and they said I should just pick some of my own music. so I practiced it a total of twice before the audition. Mehness It actually went alright. But god it was like 100 degrees in there. and the stage lights made it no better. And the judging commitee was behind a screen and you couldn't see them and the rest of the students sat and watch yuuuuuuu. >_< *streeeeeeeeeessssss*

But it's done with. Whew.

I might actually become an EMPLOYED mook! My mom talked to some lady who talked to some lady who needs someone to help her run her art studio and help out with kiddie art workshops. I hope she lets meh! XD *joy* It'd be an actual fun job too.

woo, gotta go to the club and work out again tomorrow. I'll make sure to have full batteries in my walkman this time though. *damn thing* Until then, enjoy!


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[mood = bored, warm]

Woo. Poor Jigs. Gettin' bashed when she follows through with her awesome ideas. All those people who whine. Oy, what wussies. And I tell ya, next person who's a good artist and draws an awesome pic then says "I'm not sure if this should be here but..." I will SMACK. To them, I say DUH. Of course it belongs there. The only time it would is probably if they're going to do some li'l doodle. But I suppose then there are the people who think they're good, but then just suck. >_< *laughs* ANYways...

Saturday night I went the movie with Courtney. We got there like an hour and a half early, so of course it was Dance Dance Revoultion time. We played and woo, that movie guy came over and watched me again! So we stopped and went to go talk and drink pop at the li'l table place and suddenly, he just "happened" to need to cleaen over there. Then we went back to play more games and Courtney played with her shoes off, but we're not supposed to. And then she drank out of the bottle of Dr. Pepper that we're not supposed to have in the theatre. So the guy came over and told us nicely. He's like "Well, I could have kicked you off, but I thought I'd just warn you." *cackles* And yeah then we talked for a bit. His name Dusty. *bounces* What a fun name. Dust-ay. Okay, so then we found out we had spent too much money on videogames so we went to the gastation and bought candy there and got a check changed so we had an extra ten bucks. And then courtney didn't have her driver's lisence so she used her passport. The kid didn't know what to do with it, so he had to call. Meanwhile we onlyhave like 10 minutes till the movies starts. Courntey afterward told the boy "you are my best friend, remember that!" I was cracking up.

So then we went back and saw the movie. When wwe came out, oh look! It's Dusty and he's out of his work clothes. While I was trying to find some change for Courtney to use the pay phone and tell her mom she'd be a bit later than expected he came over and let her use his cell-phone. We played one more game of DDR, and he suddenlyrealized he didn't know our names. I told him mine was Megan, and then Courtney blurts out Jenette (sp?) and I could NOT keep a straight face. I pushed her over. XD She was scared of the stalker. We found out he's 18 and he was surprised to hear that we were only 16. woo, he asked if we come to the movies every weekend, and of course the answer is no. Oy oy oy... *rolls her eyes*

I drove my mom to the grocery store yesterday. I'm so cool, I know, but I need practice. I saw like 5 people I know either working there or shopping. Twas scary. But I didn't feel so dumb at least. But i almost fell off the shelf while reaching for some noodles that were way at the back. XB Okay, tra la la...

Happycat ish hosting my art site at Moombas.net!! I'm so excited. I'm almost out of space at geocities. But it's gonna take awhile to get all my files uploaded and changing all the html. Oh well! Thank god for copy and paste.^___^ *trots off*

OKay, it's late, I'm supposed to be in bed, but I must express my extreme joy in Jiggly's putting up 2 boards, one being and ADVANCED one. *bows to Jigs* I LOVE YOU! *trots off to sleep* I have much to tell about my stalker from the theatre, don't worry... muhahahaha...

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[mood = happy]

*bounces* I just finished updating MZ with a new layout that I must say I'm VERY proud!! Go visit now! XD I like the CG. It's me with my Beatle Bass guiatr, but ti doesn't really look like me. My hair's poofier. XB Oh well! Went to see MIB 2 last night! It was great! Quite funny, funny. Goin to see Mr. Deeds tonight too with Courtney. The joy of movie-going. Dance Dance Revolution!! A guy who worked there was on his break and came over and started watching me play. "You play this a lot?" He asked then we talked some. Then he asked me if he could play and WHOA. He totally kicks arse at it. O_O lol I think he was trying to impress me with his mad skillz, because then he talked to me a bit more after, giving me tips and talking about how he was going to get it for PSP. Can you say, flirtation? Oh well, he's not bad looking. *grins* Maybe he'll be there again tonight. *rolls her eyes* Guys are so crazy. You gotta love 'em. But at least I did draw a bit of a crowd playin. Woo, go me doing the easy songs! I told the guy I was doing easy ones because Tracey hadn't done it at all before and I had to train her in. Sure, it was true, but it's an excuse nonetheless. XD

But I must go practice my instruments now. Toodles!

Okay, I am reeeeeeeeally bored and only like 2 peeps are online. -_-;; everyone's out doing 4th of July stuff I'm sure. So I'll show the gifties I got for me b-day from all my artist fwiends. ^_^ CiM, Ama, and Koly say they still have to get theirs done. XD

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Doom of the Quizzes!!

Damnit!


You're an independent, don't-take-crap-from-anyone type of girl. You're pretty self-centered, and less able to take care of yourself then you think you are. You have a good heart...just try to use it.

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Take the Cartoon Hero Quiz?.

So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh?

Okay, first off, an entry that I wrote at camp:

[mood = hyper and busy]

Oy, I have no time for anything I tell you! I still have to type up my camp experience and now today is my birthday!! >_0 *poik* I can't do it now because I have to go to my guitar lesson then to dinner, and a movie. Oy oy oy! Perople are drawing me things, I appreciate it soooo much! XD *glomps them all* I vill upload them all for peopl to see, *grins* But now I'm off!